妄想哀歌
Delusional Elegy

確かなことだけは今日がさ
少し寂しいことだけさ
変わらない空にサヨナラ
乾いた音だけが転がるの
The only thing I know for sure is that today,
I'm just a little bit lonely
To the unchanging sky, SAYONARA
Only your dry sound rolls through

終わり方だけは気を付けよう
って思ってたのに涙がさ
止まらないから今だけは
夢の始まりを見せてよ
"Just be careful on how you end it",
I thought to myself, then tears started to fall
Since they won't stop, just for now,
Show me the beginning of a dream

進行形の連続です
この人生なんて名付けようか
It's a series of progressive forms
What should I name this life?

ああ愛して今日くらい
幸せの意味も知らないけどさ
妄想ばかりの現世に
精一杯抗っているんだ
Ah, I love you, at least for today
Though I don’t even know what the point of happiness is
In this transient world of only delusions,
I'm going against it to the best of my abilities

ただああ愛して最後に
知る言葉は素敵なものですか
想像してるの夜がさ
このまま僕の隣でwow
Is it that, ah, the words you learned at the end
After having loved a wonderful thing?
I'm imagining that, at night,
You'd be right here standing next to me. wo-oh

いつからいつからこんなこと
考え続けているのってさ
答えは答えはないからさ
眠る眠る眠る バイバイ
You know, I keep thinking about it
About how long this has been happening
Because I don't have an answer
Just sleep, sleep, sleep. BYE-BYE

見えないものばかりだけ
目を細めて見つけようとする
足りないものばかりだけ
寄せ集めて必死になってる
There's only things that I can't see,
I'm squinting and trying to find them
There's only things that are missing,
I'm getting desperate piecing them together

まぁ今日は今日はそれでいいじゃん
曖の昧の存在証明
どうかどうかどうかほっといて
それだけでいいから
Well, that's good enough for today
A proof of my faint existence
Please, please, please leave me alone
That's all I'm asking for

劣等生の脳内は
少しの寂しさで埋まってんだ
This brain of an inferior student is,
Filled with a little bit of loneliness

ああ愛して今日くらい
幸せの意味も知らないけどさ
妄想ばかりの現世に
精一杯抗っているんだ
Ah, I love you, at least for today
Though I don’t even know what the point of happiness is
In this transient world of only delusions,
I'm going against it to the best of my abilities

ただああ愛して最後に
知る言葉は素敵なものですか
想像してるの夜がさ
このまま僕の隣でwow
Is it that, ah, the words you learned at the end
After having loved a wonderful thing?
I'm imagining that, at night,
You'd be right here standing next to me. wo-oh

どんなにどんなにこんなこと
考え続けていてもってさ
答えは答えはないからさ
眠る眠る眠る バイバイ
You know, I keep thinking about it
About how long this has been happening
Because I don't have an answer
Just sleep, sleep, sleep. BYE-BYE

嗚呼何も分かんないよ
もう一度だけ夢を見せて
Ah, I don't understand anything
Just one more time, let me see a dream

最終僕らは今日もさ
弱さを隠して歩き続ける
透明なままで明日もさ
感情を隠して歩き続ける
In the end, even today
We’re continuing to walk while concealing our weaknesses
Transparent as ever, we will again, tomorrow,
Continue to walk while hiding our emotions

ただああ愛して最後に
知る言葉は素敵なものですか
想像してるの夜がさ
このまま僕の隣でwow
Is it that, ah, the words you learned at the end
After having loved a wonderful thing?
I'm imagining that, at night,
You'd be right here standing next to me. wo-oh

いつからいつからこんなこと
考え続けているのってさ
答えは答えはないからさ
変わらないままで
You know, I keep thinking about it.
About how long this has been happening
I don't have an answer,
And so everything stays the same

少しだけ笑えますように
妄想の奥にきっとある
最後は最後は空白に
眠る眠る眠る バイバイ
May we have a few laughs
I'm sure there are some in the depths of these delusions
In the end, in the end,
Just sleep, sleep, sleep in the void. BYE-BYE



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